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Apr. 19th, 2014

Sick

Sick of Fake People

Sick of Liars

Sick of Deniers

Sick of people who make plans and break them

Sick of being Single

Sick of being sick

Life is full of choices, however happiness seems far away at the moment, but I have my eye on someone.

She probably has no idea I am interested in her

Fear of rejection holds me back.

Vacation is a week, a long week,

However fear will be overcome once I return, pop the question and move on with or without, still friends forever!!

- lostwasy27 -

Apr. 12th, 2014

What If

You can ask yourself a million questions, but the question that gets the best reaction is the question of "What If" because it has an endless amount of possibilities.

When I broke up with my gf in 2010, I moved back home and onward with my life. I look back on what could have been or what could be now.

What if I didn't break up with her? Would we still be together? Would I be happy? Would I be where I am right now? Better or worse?

Its possible that we could have been married by now and happily ever after, but there was no connection or interest. We each had our own interests and what she hated, I liked. Its sad that she wasn't into sports as much as I am. Sports give you something to do, to aim for, to accomplish, to enjoy, besides some fake pre-determined soap opera.

In 2007, the Redsox won the World Series. I think I only saw part of Game 1 and all of Game 4.

In 2008, the Celtics won the NBA Championship, missed the entire series except for part of a game I watched from a bar at Foxwoods Casino in Connecticut.

Life goes on.

I was more outgoing, going to stores and restaurants almost every other day, now I rarely go anywhere.

We went to the beach plenty of times, haven't gone since then.

On a plus side, I've saved a shitload of money by living at home and saving and saving, but for what? For myself? To be alone?

In September of 2011 her Mom passed away to cancer and age. She moved back home with her dad and the apartment was gone for good. Something I could have had as my own, but I didn't take it. Looking back, its possibly my biggest regret since then, living alone, a place of my own, and MY OWN place.

Its sad to think what could have been and what would have been, but sometime in the future, there will be a change and what will be will be instead of what could be could be!!

- lostways27 -

Apr. 11th, 2014

Music

Music makes you think.

It could be fast and have a great beat, it could be slow and simple.

It could be instrumental, dance, electronica, or any other kind without words.

But whatever it is, music makes you think.

I can listen to anything with or without words . . . but a good beat and understandable words (sometimes) make it worthwhile.

Japanese, Chinese, and Asian music sounding music always puts me in my happy place.

Everyday gets better than the next.

Another day, more new music.

Onward!!

- lostways27 -

Apr. 9th, 2014

Ultimate Warrior

Its sad to see a legend who I grew up watching and idolizing pass away.

Through the years, Warrior and the WWE had not been on the best of terms, but over the past year, the hatchet was buried and things got better for both.

Warrior was amazing, a body built up on steroids, but still, a great body indeed.

At 10-15, I used to pretend I was the Warrior in the bathroom and socks pulled up as high as I could. I never had any face paint, so I couldn't go that far, but did tie strings on my arms like he had for most of his career.

Its fun to look back at the way things were, growing up as a child believing wrestling was real.

From his epic Intercontinental Championship win at Summerslam 1988, to his feud with Rick Rude and Bobby Heenan.

Survivor Series 1989 captain vs Andre the Giant's team

The Hogan vs Warrior spot after they eliminated everyone at the 1990 Royal Rumble.

Wrestlemania VI champion vs champion in the Skydome in Toronto.

Summerslam 1990 in the steel cage match vs Rick Rude

Survivor Series 1990 with the Texas Tornado and The Legion of Doom vs Mr Perfect and Demoliton, Warrior being the sole survivor to go to the final match of Survival with Hogan and Tito Santana vs The Milion Dollar Man, The Warlord, The Model Rick Martel, and Power and Glory. To win and survive with Hogan.

Royal Rumble 1991 losing the title in a rare loss to Sgt. Slaughter who had help from Macho Man Randy Savage.

The Career Ending match at Wrestlemania VII

The scary moments in March 1991 when The Undertaker locked the Warrior in a casket during a Funeral Parlor segment.

The "Trust Me" saga with Jake The Snake Roberts

The Match Made in Hell at Summerslam 1991 with Hogan vs Slaughter, Iron Sheik and Adnan.

After Summerslam, Warrior was fired for demanding more money.

At Wrestlemania VIII Warrior returned to aid Hulk Hogan who at the time was retiring and being beaten by Sid and Papa Shango.

The Voodoo curse from Papa Shango on Superstars where the Warrior threw up. - I think this was scarier than the Casket incident.

Summerslam 1992 in Wembly Stadium running for what seemed like forever with the long long entrance way.

A Match that never happened at Survivor Series 1992 was Savage and Warrior vs Ric Flair and Razor Ramon
- Again, Warrior got greedy and wanted more money.

Thought to be gone for good, 1996 rolls around and the WWE was bring back stars from the past to enhance its product. Jake The Snake returned, and at Wrestlemania XII Warrior returned and squashed a young HHH in seconds.

At In Your House Good Friends Better Enemies, it was the end of an era. It was Diesel and Razor Ramon's last WWE PPV, but Warrior pounded Goldust, got DQed and could have been Intercontinental Champion again.

May and June were recked with missed appearances and eventually Warrior was fired for a 3rd time.

A trainwreck 2 months in WcW in 1998 vs Hogan and the nWo was inbetween.

Turns out this would be the end of him in the WWE til the Video game released in 2013, but his appearance at the Hall of Fame, Wrestlemania XXX, and Raw the night after.

After watching countless youtube videos of the Hall of Fame, Wrestlemania, and his Raw return, I thought all was well and Warrior was back in the WWE under a legends contract to appear sporatically when needed, but during the speech he gave on Raw Monday, it was evident after watching it a 2nd time there was a hidden meaning.

The Ultimate Warrior died Tuesday afternoon. I woke up this morning to post after post on every news site, website, tv, and internet place.

Its been 10 hours since I woke up and saw the news, but its hard to make it sink in because it doesn't feel right. It seems impossible that someone who was having a great time the night before was now DEAD.

I'm shocked, but his career was memorable in more ways than one and he'll always be remembered forever!!

- lostways27 -

Apr. 2nd, 2014

Ghost Pepper Nacho Cheese Sauce

So at work the other day I was checking in an order from a vendor and saw a new Cheese sauce.

It is by Mrs. Renfro. Its the Ghost Pepper Nacho Cheese Sauce. It says its new on it, but it could just be new in my area.

Its a spicy one. It looks like a Tostito's Cheese jar, but this one has quite the kick, spicy peppers swimming in the cheese. Every bite starts off easy, but them once you swallow it, you get the killer after taste and burn.

Looking forward to trying it on french fries later this week!!

- lostways27 -

Mar. 29th, 2014

Lie

It is no lie that misspelled words mean other words and every sentence can have a hidden meaning.

You can be who you want to be and choose you own paths in life. Just remember that every word and action creates the path you choose ahead of yourself.

The starting line is in the past, you've grown through the years and became what you are today based on your past.

Your skin is tanned from constant sun or pale from being inside too much.

You drank away your problems or to have fun.

You smoked to get high or to run away from your problems.

You don't need drugs or alcohol to have a fun time, you just simply need to relax and be yourself.

Its always hard to get used to or start something new, but its the way things are, the road ahead is far, the past is the past and you control your future.

Be it as it may, you can influence others by simply saying hi to them or smiling.

Its not just something learned, its common sense.

Always remember that in order to be someone, you need to be true to yourself and let yourself go with the flow, find your way through things, and be yourself.

The choice is yours, its not hard, its just simple. The answer your looking for lies infront of yourself . . . the mirror.

You look at yourself in it, dressed or naked, you see yourself as you want to see yourself and how you look at it depends on what side of the glass your on.

You look good or bad, it doesn't matter what they think, because its not them that is living your life, its you. You control it and how they see you.

Just be yourself, not a liar, a cheater, or one who steals, but become the best person you can be and enjoy the road ahead and embrace its reward!!

- lostways27 -

Mar. 20th, 2014

Sink

You can sink or swim, coast or float, or soar ahead with flying colors.

Today at work we had an audit and I passed (atleast I hope so as I type this [more tomorrow])

It was simple, it started out as a debate between the store manager and his boss and a guy who I thought was an auditor.

At work, its pull no punches, put it all on the table. I've worked with a lot of great people and now have the psychology side to back up every statement with an answer. You can't make a statement without proof and I had proof for everything.

Its a breeze when you have the answers, but its hard whenever you have to clean up after someone elses mistakes and troubles. Like before, I pushed forward and steamrolled over them with answer after answer and earned both the praise of my store manger and also his boss!!

Tomorrow . . . . shall be very interesting!!

- lostways27 -

Mar. 16th, 2014

Bygones

Time passes more and more each and every day.

Its a job.

Some days I love my job, some days I hate it.

Its pays me.

There are days when I am happy, there are days when I just want to quit.

Be happy.

Life should be full of happiness, anything that gets in the way of it should be cut out, but whatever makes it better should be added.

I could be promoted.

Its a change, but it could be welcomed.

Its a job, it pays me well.

I enjoy everyone I work with, just wish it paid more.

Its down the street, as close to me as can be.

I never wanna leave, but know change is inevitable.

Life goes on, as will I.. . .

- lostways27 -

Feb. 26th, 2014

Paint

Let me paint the picture.

I go to work day in, day out, and bust my ass to do everything possible to make things easy for everyone else, only for others to walk around with their thumbs up their asses and caring very little about the work that they do.

So everything is fine, the frozen food guy is on vacation, I go over and take care of things.

Everything is going great until the Dairy load shows up. I respect the fact that it goes over to the Meat/Produce side first and takes care of that stuff, however when a certain manager walks around completely clueless as to how to run a store and has no idea what to do when product falls out of the trailer at the intersection as its driving from one side of the store to the other shows there is a complete and total disreguard for everything going on around here.

People come and go and do as they please. They do as little to get by and people simply turn the other cheek and allow it.

Its been 4 days of misery since the best store manager I ever worked with left to go to another store and it sucks without him.

Always remember, it starts at the top and trickles down to those who bust there ass day in day out to make the best of what we deal with there on a daily basis.

Pissed off 24 hours later, not a good sign!!

- lostways27 -

Feb. 3rd, 2014

Move

People who dwell in the past are stuck in the past.

Life is too short to be stuck on one person, place, thing, or idea.

The Superbowl ended Sunday yet people continue to bitch and complain about it. Its just one game, so now I will too.

The game itself was a dud. A Safety on a fumbled snap right off the start by Manning. Game was over by half time when it was 22-0

Half time show was interesting.

Fell asleep due to lack of interest in the 3rd quarter.

The Superbowl was a game of hype. A Pre-game show that starts at 10am?? Kickoff at 640pm??

Its over.

The commercials were lame. The only one I enjoyed was the Doritios Time Machine one.

Who watches the Superbowl and says "I'm going to buy a car tomorrow??"

Lame.

Hopefully next years game is more entertaining than the half time show.

- lostways27 -

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